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Today i learned a lot. I spend a good 6 hours over at the Raden house :: First i was able to talk to Liz a lot and we really got to a new level in our friendship. I love that girl to death and she is such an amazing person i hate myself for hating her so much in high school. However we are both in love like crazy with the men we have in our lives and we are both in love with little Miss Riley! Also i got to talk with mom. I was able to talk through my plans of moving and everything. Of course she hates it and thats why i like talking to her because she will admit she doesnt like it, however she always makes me realize what i am doing is right for my life and that my “family” will always back me 110%. 

Also tonight i hung out with the boys, the boys being: Tots, Emo and Gret. First off i loved this very much because it was high school all over again! Also i loved this because Emo was there and i have no seen that kid in so fucking long! The military did him good ;) haha Anyway we all talked about the different times they got high, drunk and did stupid shit. and me being the better of the four i was left out for most but was still included since i was most of the time while they were doing that sitting with them. However Corey brought up the night we started dating. Of course normally he just says the night we hung out with Mike and Britt. BUt this time he actually used the phrase when we started dating. I liked actually hearing him say it, not saying like OMG he still likes me or anything. But its nice to know he does refer to it like that sometimes because sometimes people dont realize corey and I got so close because he was my boyfriend and a very rough time in my life. I had no where else to turn, no one could help me understand myself and yet he was there. Even though he was one of the worst people to date in high school but we were able to maintain such a close relationship years after. I love it. 

ANYwho.. we all also talked about when we were named God parents. of course Emo was not because really we all didnt talk to him when Riley was born. He was over seas and couldnt let him know the baby was born. ANYWAYs corey and i talked about the night he became a dad and it was so touching to hear about it. This is the night he changed his whole life. He is such a great person and a great father. He has been able to grow up and i cannot thank miss Riley for that enough. Some day she will realize she saved her daddys life. HOnestly i dont know how much more he could have done and not killed himself froms stupid shit. 

Also while corey and i were just talking two of us. He thanked me for saving him so many times and always being there. It was great to let him know he is what made me choose this path of my life, he is the reason i want to be where i do in social work. 

I love that family so much! <3