February 2012
1 post
Life is going so perfect right now. Honestly could not ask for any better. Classes are going great, internship is freaking amazing, work hasnt been to bad lately, and I just celebrated 3 years with the most wonderful man on this world!
My internship is starting to go right where I want it to go. I am getting assigned my own kids to work with. So far i love ever thought of being a counselor in...
January 2012
4 posts
One thing to remember is to always keep your head high. You grow from who you are.
I really have to remember this while working with the kids i work with. I grew up in a house of hell, but my hell was never as bad as most of theirs. I have to realize to step back and not see this kids as victims, but as survivors. I have to realize i am a survivor. I survived and so can they. They have a chance...
Interesting night to end my interesting day …..
Today was monday so its suppose to be a weird day. I havent had a monday like this in awhile. First day back to the grind which i expected to be horrible. Lucky for me it wasnt too bad. Worked at nine, break then class at 1, break then class at 4. Pretty good. Expect that my internship didnt tell me i had to talk to HR before starting until...
5:30 am and i am still wide awake :: FML
its 1:00 am on Jan 3, 2012. I brought in the new year amazing and once again i pray, i pray that for one no one gets ripped out of my fucking life on Jan 3. And mostly that no one gets ripped out this year alone. I am starting a new life and i want to only bring people in not have people taken away. Not this year. Let me have one fucking year to know God does love me, and that God does want me to...
December 2011
10 posts
Not sure if i can do this
Well the third is quickly approaching and honestly after the vaca i had i do not know if i can do it. I hated spending time with my mom. She is driving me up a damn wall and our relationship is crashing down and i dont even think she notices or cares. If it werent for Josh i cant say i wouldnt have been able to keep my promise to myself. However i am here for another week after the first. I dont...
I have come up with some of the best presents this year for people.
Riley Jean is getting a piggy bank that i am going to paint and on it write “Riley’s New York Fund!” Plus i am going to put some money in it. =] I figure by the time shes 5 she might have half the money she needs to come to NY to see me lol.
Corey && Liz are going to get a date night with free...
So last night Josh and I ran into a lot of people wishing us congrats. One guy was from our English class that we met in. It was really funny but got me thinking about it. I remember when we started hanging out. We were both so into our new phones and I remember him explaining all the cool things the whole way back to our dorms. It was great to remember the old times and to think about all the...
Today i am absolutely over it. My cramps are about crippling me and i could fall asleep at any moment. Work is going to take forever which is fine but my goodness today needs to just end however its going to be a long night.
Work 8-11:30
11:30-1 Mentee party
Getting my hair cut!
Hockey game at 6:30ish
Bar Crawl with the SPE crew tonight :: Dress up night for me! [[ <3 ]]
Sleeping in...
Its crazy how much changes in a year. I am bored at work so decided to do some randomness on facebook.. ended up on AJ’s page. It kills me but of course i still read the posts. Nicole posted about the week of finals week. So many memories. Aj was higher than a kite attempting to study for his first final, there were so many laughs and the videos to this day are priceless. Then i read on and...
I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a...
Nothing good lasts. People die, nights end, your...
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November 2011
17 posts
I think i am going to get myself a new tattoo. Well really i am just going to finish my hip. I want to add a green star to represent Joshua and a few other peoples. I cannot wait <3
I am having such a bad day. Nothing i do is good enough for anyone. Josh is pissed off because i cannot be at his family christmas when it starts. However i have had plans to go with my girls to get their dresses for the wedding. I cant cancel on them.
Then i got someone who I thought would appericate that i got them tickets to their all time favorite band for their early xmas present all they...
Today i learned a lot. I spend a good 6 hours over at the Raden house :: First i was able to talk to Liz a lot and we really got to a new level in our friendship. I love that girl to death and she is such an amazing person i hate myself for hating her so much in high school. However we are both in love like crazy with the men we have in our lives and we are both in love with little Miss Riley!...
I am so excited to go home this weekend, I am seeing my best friend when i get home Wednesday :: Thursday is a family day :: Friday shoppin with momma :: Possibly going to the Raden household to see all my kids! :: At some point this weekend Date with Andy!
I love when i am able to see my bestest friends! <3
Its official!
Well we decided we are moving to New York! I am so happy about our choice. This is what we both need, we both need to move away and start new lives. August cannot come soon enough. I am so upset i have to wait til then to move out there but I know him and I can survive the summer without each other. I mean hey after that we get to spend every day together for the rest of our lives! UGH i cannot...
R.I.P to the 31 U.S. Troops who were killed in a...
digitized:
My best friend is in Afghanistan right now…
rough day... i think so
Well today was worse than any typical monday. Couldnt sleep to save my life :: Had a test that thankfully i did good on.
However, a girl here was found dead and although i did not know her my heart breaks for her roommate that found her, for her parents who are missing a daughter, for her friends that just dont understand. It sounds selfish to think this way but i have been there, i have been...
The Butterfly Project
The Rules are: 1. When you feel like you want to cut, take a marker, pen, or sharpies and draw a butterfly on your arm or hand. 2. Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really wants you to get better. 3. You must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO scrubbing it off. 4. If you cut before the butterfly is gone, you’ve killed it. If you dont cut, it lives. 5....
Lauren and I got our tickets to the Twilight Marathon for Thursday. Starts at Five so i am missing class for it! Yay me!
Its going to be a long week :: Monday- Test :: Tuesday- Test and Zumba :: Wednesday- Homework day :: Thursday- Class :: Work :: Twilight :: Friday- Work 8am, Project, Bar Crawl :: Saturday- Sleep!
Gonna go get my stuff to make my thank you cards to my bridesmaids and MOH! So excited! Also going to get some work out clothes for my Zumba Class! oh i just love this freaking week!
omgsh i cannot believe everything that is happening! Things are looking so much better!
Went through a lot of older pictures of Josh and I. Wow its amazing how much we have grown together! I love it! I am the luckiest girl in the world to have someone who empowers me on a daily basis and pushes me to my limits because he knows what I can achieve and only wants the best for me.
September of next year cannot come fast enough. I cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with my best...
so excited!
Tomorrow is the Taking Back Sunday Concert! I could not be more excited for this! I have been in love since before they were anyone and no I get to see them live and most likely meet and greet! OMGSH dream come true!
Also Friday i am going home! i have not be home to see my family in way to long! Also get to see my babies and best friends! While i am over there i am asking liz to be in my...
So last night passed and although i couldnt sleep and i blamed it on a million other things i just have realzied why i could not sleep.
There is an on going joke of two years ago devils night. Casey and Charlie went out and were gonna egg a bunch of shit :: They bought all the eggs and went to caseys. His mom then asked the boys why they had so many eggs.. last year we tried to get Sherri to...
October 2011
9 posts
Going to the doctor finally. Kinda nervous just because i hate going in. Esp up here. But whatever i am so use to going once a year. I just want meds so i get better. I cannot miss anymore work what so ever. Plus i am going home next weekend to see all my babies and I cannot be sick to see them so i MUST be better. I refuse to go home and not see them. I will be so upset.
Other wise its been a...
Joshua has three job interviews in two weeks for big boy jobs :: I got an 82% on my bio test! :: I am loving life so much right now.
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Things have been amazing lately! I could not complain about a fucking thing. Although school is really tough this semester i am still managing it well. Wedding planning is going, its slow right now but its going. I am trying my hardest to keep my heads up about the plans. I think once i get to Izzy about the wedding my head will be back in it. I finally have figured out who is standing in my...
Today has been a shitty day. I hate it. Today is 1 year and 8 months since Casey passed away! i hate not having him here. I need someone right now to talk to about all this fucking stress and its not working what so ever.
UGH
September 2011
18 posts
Excited i get to see one of my babies this weekend. Going down to Grand Rapids to get my ring looked at and hopefully fixed! Then meeting with a photographer who i am crossing my fingers is in my price range! Then hopefully dinner with my best friends! Saturday Jenny and Jay move back home! Which means i get to see Addie and it means i am going to be able to see her more often and watch her grow...
I spent an amazing weekend with my fiance! I honestly could not have asked for anything better! We did a lot of work on wedding stuff. Got the guest list pretty much figured out. Just need both parents to look over it. Got our save the dates picked out i just gotta talk with Momma about getting me the money to order them. So hopefully we can get those out soon! We are going to talk to a few people...
I am loving life right now. Things could not get any better! I get my intership placement interview soon. I have to call and see when there are openings. I am hoping to get my middle school student this week too! I have my first bio test tomorrow and am not super worried about it. Things are really looking great. One of my good friends turns 21 Wednesday so we are going out for that! Also get to...
School is going great! i love all my classes besides Bio but hey i will live right? I have my first bio exam on Tuesday. I was slighty scared about this but i think its going to be alright. really i know a lot of it and the rest i can study just fine. i actually have confidence in myself for once! yay me!
I have been having a rough time with the apt tho.. I love Rissa to death but i am starting...